Confusion.

The division between my opposing mindstates is strong enough to probably drive a weak mind insane. Its almost as though I see everything in my life in more than one set of eyes. The end result of this is of course, confusion. It is okay to feel confused every now and then, as we are only human. However, it has become plain to see that this frequent confusion has become debilitating by getting in the way of my motivation. Motivation consists of a clear focus on what the desired goals are. This lack in focus in my life is due to the constant confusion that is caused by each different "set of eyes" which seem to have their different sights set on a different goal. Somehow, I need to find a way where we can all come to an agreement and meet halfway to end this confusion. This way I could probably more easily achieve a higher goal. Because for now, my goal is to come to an agreement. For that is the only way that I could possibly move forward.